Probably I am not as smart as those HC girls that you always get to interact with.
Maybe I don’t suit you. What hurts the most wasn’t the break up. It’s always having to face that fucking reality and can’t live in self-denial.
I am so sick and tired of it. The truth is that you just simply refused to admit that the love you once had for me had waver and gone to some other girls.
Please just stop lying. I really think that I don’t deserve all these jerks because I can swear upon my life that I treated these guys better than their exs treated them.
Why am I always taken for granted? Why am I always their experiment instead of the one that they want to be for life.
This is so fucking unfair, even though I know life was never fair. BUT I REALLY REALLY GOT SO MUCH SCARS IN MMY HEART. What for adding on this new one?
Can’t believe I didn’t even shed a tear for you. Guess I am just too numb to all these, that I don’t know how should i feel and what should I do. I really need you daddy god. This is so tough, another down period in my life.
To think that you already moved on so fast, this just proved that the decision that I had made was the right choice. You just make me feel so disgusted and why the hell did I even get together with you.
Just fuck it all. Especial you AWXL.
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<3
i belong with you
you belong with me
you’re my sweetheart
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